Sometimes I wonder why it is so hard to grow spiritually and mentally. It’d be nice to say I embrace pain but reality is that it hurts so darn bad. And when you know time is really one of the only healers, you wish time would just fly by so you don’t have to feel the pain any longer. At least that’s how I feel most of the time.
The nice thing about situations like this is that you become so much stronger and wiser and learn about yourself and others. Sometimes you see how much strength you have inside, or don’t. It’s all part of the learning process to build yourself up to be the best you can be.
Experience is one hell of a teacher.